currently the injured one...
for two weeks being home, I had the olympics keeping me occupied, what about the next four weeks... i wonder
now the table has turn around, i m the one who is free and not busy anymore. I could afford to sleep late, wake up late and do what ever i want to, but i guess i have to learn to sleep early, wake up early so i could follow other people paces of life...
i wish i could sleep early, i wish i didnt need to wake up every night, feeling that I m having a hot flush, feeling that my back is ache and couldnt turn; well... I guess this is the price to pay for recover... I wish i get well faster
learning to cope with one hand is easier than coping with it emotionally. being too free, trying not to trouble everyone, I hope for the next few weeks I will give less trouble, but yet I admit, i m also attention seeker.
I should be grateful...
grateful that i have so many ppl who care for me
grateful that it is my left arm, and just fractured
grateful that i have been given the attention needed
grateful that i got the opportunity to quit my job
grateful for almost everything
but i feel something is missing......and i do not know what...
maybe i m not easy to get satisfied? or am i too easily satisfied?
yes, i m grateful =)